06/26/25
From the library
I think this blog will be interesting given the fact that I like genuinely hate coding with all of my heart. Like Maybe its Naive of me to state however like genuinely i find it tiresome
But however, its required of me.
I spent the last week in my room playing hours of mahjong and just feeling wasted away.
During the last term, especially in the middle I feel i was at my peak agency, I had strong drive to just get up every day and study and talk and do things. I think having a dedicated study space and everything within grasp and walking distance means that it took less like Agency to get out and do things. At least my theorey is.
I currently am unemployed and have so much time so I am devising a list of things I want to at least attempt within the next year.
52 weeks
French - its been something ive idealized for awhile, and i want to like give it a real solid attempt.
Ice Skating - I really want to learn how to play hockey. ive been looking for something to get back to sport wise and it just seems so fun.
Mahjong - I want to get to maybe 5-6 dan on tenhou. Itll be a stretch and it will certainly be difficult but its something I similarly want to study like French. Ill need to go to the library frequently.
Movies - I want to catch up on most of my watchlist. I have like 100-150 and i hope to watch maybe 50-75 by the time of next year.
Make it into pharmacy school - This is the one i most care about. I want this so bad.
I think ill try to go the library most days in the next bit just until i get a job or have a more solid routine. Have plans with friends in the future that I will document assuredly but I must have a good system before I can truly relax or otherwise the eternal meloncholy will devour me and ill rot in my room again.
praying for the best
love,
kitty
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